2023 | SAT NOV 18 • i have this pair of rlly cool shoes i got one time, like lace-up boots, leather ones but like actually well-made you can walk in it type w french heels and kind of victorian looking almost and they were so expensive and i like them so much but the truth is i will never walk around in them, bc they are a little too tall (3 inch—too tall for me even though they are sturdy and well-balanced—i have some 2 inch heels from the same company & they're great those are shorter and button and i wear them to events and i was even able to heel-walk in them THAT is how sturdy french heels are. but wearing them to "walk around" on like ground? i will trip and fall u know. ANYWAY... the real problem with these gorgeous lace up knee high boots is do u know how long it takes to lace and unlace them;;; too long. i have not the patience.
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2023 | THR APR 27 • trying for a more pop-art/vaporwave influence. thinking about posters or something, pictures that seem powerful. Made this pic w/out the words at first but felt it needed something so puns it is. REGRE(T)S. I feel like when we have regrets, when there's things in life to regret or when regrettable things happen, we tend to regress. we become the worst versions of ourself. the most brittle, hiding away. i don't want to do that. today, tired after having not slept till 3 in the morning bc of worries about my life and my family [issues] i wanted to feel powerful. putting oneself in different clothes, in a different situation can sometimes change things—at least, it can be enough to say "you won't get me this way."
